Today met Juliana to repair her stupid camera.
Which cost $240 before gst.
Watch some really dumb show at Lido, Hahahaha.
Im really confused.
Tell me what am i supposed to do.
I cant bear to let it go...

4 yrs soulmate.


Had lots of fun recently. Went to och red house and ghost tower. Woohoo, ghost busters in action!

I had one fucking nightmare this morning when im sleeping. And i had a worse one when im awake. I swear thats the worst nightmare of my life. I read the message over and over again. My heart sank and i teared, as i replied her messages. Although it has only been a week, but that's deep enough to make me cried. After all the wishes and all, its bullshit. Screw the fountain at Suntec.
1) Stretch out your right hand.
2) Close your eyes.
3) Walk around the fountain and make a wish.
I did everything. Maybe i walked an extra of 2 rounds? What a fountain of wish, Fuck off. I have always tried my best to make your day. I did everything to make you smile.
And on Saturday, looks like the plan is spoilt. Damn, im so looking forward to it. It will really be fucking sweet if it happens. I really dont know what to do now. I have tried reading through all your messages, some is really fucking funny and were sweet and some worth smiling. But im still feeling down. Maybe thats life, at least my tears help me to clear my eye shits early in the morning. I still love you..

It was the on 15th of February, Friday, when i first met you. I was extremely exicted on that day, because i knew im gonna meet many new friends. At first you didnt caught my attention, because of your quietness. But later in the day, when everyone was having fun drinking and running around, I started noticing you. You just sat there quietly. You were somehow being outcasted by the others, or just beaucase you didnt join in the fun when we decided to drink. We went back up to the chalet room, and you just sat there quietly. At first, the impression i had on you was that you were those anti-social kind. But i was wrong, we started talking outside the chalet. Although we didnt talk much, but i was looking forward to be friends with you. Thats why i always stay outside the chalet and not going anywhere else. The reason i told you that i wanna be iron man and not going to sleep, its because i want to stay outsider for a longer time with you. But i didnt had a chance to really talk to you. We stayed outside the chalet along the corridor for some time. You complaint you wanted to sleep but you had your contact lenes on with you and you didnt have contacts lenes solution. Few hours later, there was a bed unoccpied. You call me in to rest on it, because you knew that i had a bad headache. But i didnt want to, because i knew you wanted to sleep too. I waited till 6.30am and i went to the cheers to check for contact lenes' lotion for you, so that you could take them out and have a rest. But its was closed till 7.30am.
From then onwards are good moments, and good moments shall be kept in the memory of a human being forever. So i shall not post, because i will never forget those days.

Life seems so epmty when things arent right between us.

I realise i sometimes say or do the wrong things at the wrong time.

But I never intend to hurt you.

I dont know quite how to make things better between us but i can start by saying Im Sorry.

If you still cant see it, save the picture and tilt it. hahaha

Its chinese new year's eve and im feeling very sad. I stayed home the whole day hoping that you will give me a call and ask me to meet you. I wanted to call you every hour and tell you how much i miss you. Im kind of losing hope now, i hate to see guys talking you and asking you out. Theres nothing i can do about it, but theres one thing i can do is not to give up on you.

-Giant carrot-

Two women are digging in the garden. One pulls out a foot-long carrot.
She says, "This one reminds me of my husband's."
The second woman says, "Your husband's is that long?"
"No, that dirty."

-Paraplegic-

There once was a lady who was tired of living alone. So she put an ad in the paper which outlined her requirements.
She wanted a man who...
1) would treat her nicely
2) wouldn't run away from her
3) would be good in bed.
Then, one day, she heard the doorbell ring.
She answered it, and there on the front porch was a man in a wheel chair who didn't have any arms or legs.
"I'm here about the ad you put in the paper. As you can see, I have no arms so I can't beat you, and I have no legs so I can't run away from you."
"Yes, but are you good in bed?"
"How do you think I rang the doorbell?"

-God is watching the apples-

The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary schoolfor lunch.
At the head of the table was a large pile of apples.
The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray, "Take only one. God iswatching."
Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was alarge pile of chocolate chip cookies.A child had written a note,
"Take all you want. God is watching the apples."

Its 2.45am now. I just spent an hour going throught every post in bf nut forum, and i found a very interesting post, and would really like to share with all my friends. I have not seen it personally, so when i read some of it, i couldnt help but to lol.


-Kids think quick-

TEACHER : Maria, go to the map and find North America.
MARIA : Here it is!
TEACHER : Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
CLASS : Maria

TEACHER : Glenn, how do you spell "crocodile?"
GLENN : K-R-O-K-O-D-A-I-L"
TEACHER : No, that's wrong
GL ENN : Maybe it s wrong, but you asked me how I spell it!

TEACHER : Why are you late, Frank?
FRANK : Because of the sign.
TEACHER : What sign?
FRANK : The one that says, "School Ahead, Go Slow."

TEACHER : Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD : H I J K L M N O!!
TEACHER : What are you talking about?
DONALD : Yesterday you said it's H to O!

TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherrytree, but also admitted doing it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?"
LOUIS : Because George still had the axe in his hand.

(omg, hahahaha, this one i laugh the loudest.)

To be continue..

Omgz, yesterday was an interesting day. Soul totally rockz the house. WIth technoz and ahbengz. The air con is spoilt and im sweating like a dog. After clubbing with dorothy and her friends, dorothy left to meet her friend. And i followed the rest to go for a drink. Left around 4am , cabbed home. Im sorry, if i had pissed you off. I promised i wont do it again. I have been wondering, am i the one whom you wrote my name all over the table, am i the one whom you think about everyday, am i the one whom you really like?