Two more days and its Christmas Day. And i haven't got any plans or dates yet. How sad. Perhaps its fated to have a loney Christmas. I even thought of spending my Christmas day and Eve's working. But on second thoughts i didn't agreed. I hope to meet Santa. I want to tell him all my problems and i want my wishes. But he will never come and meet me, because Santa never exists. I don't even feel excited about Christmas, yet i felt scared. I'm scared that I will be left out when everybody is having fun according their plans. And nowadays, people are starting to ignore me. We used to be very very close, but the tide is turned and we are drifting apart. Now we are like strangers. And i hate it. And i thought it will be better by eating 10 tang yuans today. Who's gonna spend Christmas with me? Don't tell me is Cherry again.