Sighs, how can he be more stressed than me? Everyday, i live my life cowardly. Whenever i see unknown or private number, i was afraid of picking up the fearful call. But i could not avoid it. My olevels results wasn't as good as what i had expected. I couldn't get into the course i have always wanted. It really demoralises me. But what done have been done. Naturally, i have allowed myself to accept my results. I choose my course realistically. Although, i really hated some engineering courses, but thats my only course i can choose with my screwed up results. I told myself that i will get inspire through other aspects of courses. As long as i put my heart and soul into something. And practice makes prefect. Nothing its impossible. Everything takes time. 3 years of hard life i will be leading, if i get into the courses i really dont like. Sighs. Nevertheless, life still goes on. But how can that mother fucking holy man cunt be more stressful than me? Haha, i got my police case to worry about, my poly courses to worry about and some minor problems here and there. Friends, money and love.. Luckily theres someone who i knew quite long ago, which we started talking again. And now we were even closer. I really hope you wont go away again ): Im so looking forward to this friday. <3