I had one fucking nightmare this morning when im sleeping. And i had a worse one when im awake. I swear thats the worst nightmare of my life. I read the message over and over again. My heart sank and i teared, as i replied her messages. Although it has only been a week, but that's deep enough to make me cried. After all the wishes and all, its bullshit. Screw the fountain at Suntec.
1) Stretch out your right hand.
2) Close your eyes.
3) Walk around the fountain and make a wish.
I did everything. Maybe i walked an extra of 2 rounds? What a fountain of wish, Fuck off. I have always tried my best to make your day. I did everything to make you smile.
And on Saturday, looks like the plan is spoilt. Damn, im so looking forward to it. It will really be fucking sweet if it happens. I really dont know what to do now. I have tried reading through all your messages, some is really fucking funny and were sweet and some worth smiling. But im still feeling down. Maybe thats life, at least my tears help me to clear my eye shits early in the morning. I still love you..