My life is just so empty without you by my side. Things had changed tremendously. How i wish i could turn back time, and cherish those moments with you. But everything is over now. I have regretted not putting in my everything to make it the best out of us. And i know its too late now. No point crying over spilled milk. I will never ever blame you for leaving me. It takes two hands to clap. In a relationship, when one's feelings started to fade, its because the other one did not love him/her as much as before. As a results, their love started to drift apart.

Its just then i realised im neglecting you at times, i have been going out late at night till dawn. I got to agree that my lifestyle is screwed up. Thats because of those long holidays im having. Im trying so hard to change, but it takes time. In the process of changing, your love gradually faded. When i told myself that i wanted to spend more time with you, shower you with the sweetest love and meeting you everyday after school. So that i can prove to you that im changing, because actions speak louder than words. But when i realised about it, its too late. I wanted to love you whole-heartedly but time wasnt at my side. I have learnt that Love is not just about everyday telling you how much i miss or love you, nor its about care and concern, Its about commitments. In the beginning i questioned myself how much sacrifices im willing to make for you, but for now, the answer is Everything.

I have been reminiscing about the days when we are together. They kept flashing at the back of my mind like a never ending love romance. I read through your messages over and over again. Everyday i was hoping that when i received a message, it was from you. You told me to give up on you. To me its almost impossible... I love you.